It’s been months since I last logged in and made a few difference to my blog. -_- (Which hurts and disappoints me straight to the heart) Life has been very cruel, dull and fast. Things happened and I hadn’t written anything in my Journal! *I CRI*
Gosh. I’m really a pathetic-messed-up-seventeen-year-old-girl who eats a lot. and stays at home as often as she could. *LAUGHS* Is this Christmas Spirit? TT_TT
After the crucial days of taking the exam on different subject, we now have a week to rest. Not literally rest but to take our mind a day off to too much knowledge and logical thinking’s. It started this morning at exactly 9am and we get to walk down the street of the campus from our building to the Grandstand of De La Salle. We wore red t-shirts so that we can recognize our College Family, the CSCS or simply College of Science and College of Science Technology. (I’m not so sure about that) It made my tummy growl for a million of times and made my skin itchy and irritating. the temperature was wild and crazy as we are that morning. We had a mass. My mates were drooling over the Girl who’s speaking in front associating her looks to some Actress on TV. It was hilarious though, because they really are look a likes. The Emcee for that event hooked me, really. Because his tone was astonishing and absolutely captivating and pleasing to hear at. I really feel like I’m in a mini-sort-of-concerto event thing. I always tend to dream about myself doing the same thing he is doing because I have a thing for mass communication. I also dreamt of being on tv, reporting and doing documentaries and many more that has to deal with spreading news or being the one to talk in front of everyone else. I always tend to look at him that time, and I guess that is awkward. *laughs* I tend to kill people in my own stare. Completely locked kind of stare. Forever. I wont stop. HA-HA-HA.
I find that a habit of myself when I’m interested or maybe curious about the idea or what he/she is doing. And it’s weird, but in a good way that i stare completely locked at him the whole time. But I thank him for doing so and mesmerizing me, cause if he didn’t. I’m maybe panting and shouting for justice for my hunger and irritations. My friends sometimes laugh at me because I get their message and conversations wrong. Which leads to misunderstanding. I was completely out of focus and out of mind that morning.
Events like these manage to keep my soul entertained. Ha ha! Especially the football game that awaits that morning! It was my friends birthday too fortunately and i always tease her “So, where are we going?” to the point where I totally high-strunged and completely dumb of mine, thought that what she was going to really treat us for lunch.
But what she really said to me was, she and her mum will eat at the mall. She was just sharing the idea of happiness. Which I dumbly thought the other way around. That is the result of hunger and irritation. *laughs*
this is the point where I get their messages wrong. And they give me those reactions “O.o” and words like “Huh?” and then they laugh as hard as they can. Which I sometimes love. Ha-ha!
Being in college was not an awkward change after all.
It’s something you’re gonna love afterwards.